Im not sure why I posted at the time - but I sure do now! As much as my husband and friends try to be so understanding ---- it really is all of u that truly understand. Most of the times I am so positive, but the reality of it all is my life keeps getting smaller - still at Disney world one more day and I have been in a wheelchair each day and still got POOPED. Taking yesterday off just to rest was a huge help - we go home tomorrow. Thanks for understanding sometimes we just need to vent!