Hi. I'm sorry to see that you are in so much pain.
Do you have SCI (Spinal Cord Injury)? If so, what level(s)? incomplete or ASIA complete?
If it's a spinal disorder you're posting about, you'll probably find more support at the spinal disorders forum:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=22
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