i keep on waking up badly depressed. today i had a hard time getting out of bed. tomorrow i have the rest of my physical and the dr will go over the first part of my physical. i am not looking forward to it. i am afraid of getting on the scale again. ugh. i don't think i will let them weigh me. it will be the first time in a long time i have gained weight. i feel so empty and alone. I think of things to worry about besides how miserable i feel
bobby