Thanks Eowyn, you really confirmed what I learned yesterday that I just don't have it in me to push it anymore. I was up at the hospital for quite some time with a friend. Her newborn has been very sick and they came close to pulling the plug yesterday. It took so much out of me emotionally and physically, I'm glad I was with a group of friends who could also help me when my reserves announced they were drained long before I wanted to stop. This resting thing sounds like it's going to be a learning experience for me. I'm so used to go-go-go til you drop, then get up and go some more...