Thank you Dmom and Darlene.

I do need help and that is why I'm here. Being in Limbo is not where I want to be. This is my coping mechanism ... For Dr's. - Find it,Fix it. If you can't fix it, then give me the tools to learn to live with it. And if I can say it on here ... God is always in my corner. Faith is what gets me through and it is getting me through this limbo ride.