Yes koomgo, do go to the medical school. I first went to one in Columbia Missouri medical center. I did indeed receive alot of help and was in a trial study. I sincerely hope you get better. This issue is not in your head, but councel, can be a good thing. I have a psycholigist friend that I have talk to for 25 years. He is retired, but has been there for me through all of my problems. A blessing in my life. I hope you reach for that help so you can enjoy your life alot more. ginnie