I feel like I'm the same person looking at two different data sets. One tells me to act/think one way, the other in a completely opposite (and not very nice) manner.

I've found that trying to destroy the evil Kirk (Star Trek TOS fans will remember that one) only makes him stronger. Integrating him makes me feel, well, more integrated. Then the anger and aggression goes away.

I figure God gave us all a dark side for a reason. Who am I to argue?