I wanted to say sorry for the terrible time you are going through. Please hold strong and believe in your faith to get you through. I have never heard you so low before - it happens to all of us. When it gets bad - it is really, really, really bad. I believe you are strong and will get through this. You have shown such determination since the first tme I read your posts. This is a very low time for you so try to remember that and not expect to much from your self. Like so many have said stress will compound your pn and therefore everything will seem much worse. I will be thinking of and hoping for you .