Iv lost 4 babies and 3 pregnancies in the last year one pregnancy being twins, my heart hurts so bad I feellike I could die, I feel so broken inside like nothing is worth doing or caring for I'm only 23 and I. Don't understand why this is happening to me.. I. Waant my babies back, so bad it hurts.. wish I could let go and walk away from life.. does anyyone understand this??