I am contem plating taking my life, and people around me say I need meds.. but I'm scared to be all druged out on pills things in my life are so messed up right now.. does anyone here understand this?? I spent 2 years in therapy learning how to deal with my bi poler, and other disorders that I have, and if I get on meds now its like I. Wasted all that time for nothing.. you know??