I used to think it was true what they say about a surviver of a suicide attempt that they are glad they lived thru it.. I tried it once.. and it did get a little better as I got a little older but now iv come to a point where I'm tired of fighting I fight thoughts of ending it all nearly every day and it just is so tireing.. I need and angel.. cuz this is to much to handle alone, I feel so dead and broken inside, how can I go on..???? I feel like no one can understand that the heart of a greiving mother never feels liike it can be filled and it always feels broken..