Dear Bobby

thinking of you. wanted to send some (((hugs))). i can't keep up with the forum at the moment. too much *stuff* in my head, besides many actual shoulds and need-to's going on... i feel overwhelmed. i don't even feel like posting about it... like it would be more overwhelming. also i hate living at home right now. so much negative energy. i wish i could live in a rabbit hole. except for the insects of course.

i read that you woke up depressed again. and that someone you know from the center died. i am sorry to hear that. even if you didn't know them well it sure hits home when it is someone you see every day... i am sorry. more (((hugs))).

i hope the depression pattern improves. just do your best with the eating, and follow your instincts about that scary guy.

love

waves.