I am very frightened as you could see from my post. I don't know what to do. I am afraid to take more pain meds. for fear of the withdral after. also I only have enough for a month. My pain doctor wants me to do a surgery I am not sure I should do. I don't want to keep replaceing joints as they go out. Also I have other medical issues that are piling up. I cry alot now, even though I try to be supportive of others. I could litterlly spend the next year in the hospital addressing all that is wrong with me. Humpty dumpty is tired and not wanting to pick up the pieces. I hate having to deal with my legal issues as well. I do need prayers, and advise. ginnie