I agree that you should seek a second opinion from a doctor. But I will say this: (and this is what I've witnessed my step-father go through) The longer you are on narcotic pain medication the less effective it will be, and the more pain you have the more you'll need. Its a dangerous cycle in that soon the dose of morphine/other narcotics youre on will no longer be effective, so the doctor gives you more... Overdose on these medications is a very real and scary possibility. Now Im not saying this will happen to you, but its something I've seen happen, so its very scary to me! I wish you lots of luck!