Hang in there! I know you get scared. Fight through it and get to your appointment. We are here for you. You are not alone. I don't think anyone here has not experience some kind of fear. We just hang out together right here and we can get through the rough spots. I have issues I freak over too, and have anxiety about lots of stuff. Just coming back here, gives me the umph to keep on trucking. I want to tell you, that you are not far from my thoughts or prayers ever! ginnie