Dear Bobby,
Why are you worried about your eyes ? Went back in this thread to find out but I couldnt...
Anyway, I want to tell you that you are very brave and wise... you always post me the right words I need and you always make me feel better when you are around
I hate to read you feel sad or frightened... because you dont deserve this... however, I understand you because yes, all of us have felt like that...

You can do it ok ? You are strong... good human... so God will be right there with you
It is perfectly fine if you dont go to the center... TAKE CARE OF YOU !
We are here for you lovely lady... !