All it takes is that first step into a place such as this to be surrounded by people who care beyond your own personal perception of care. I was amazed when first I started posting in 2010. May you find just the right group of folks by typing your diagnoses into the search bar then hit the search button to be whisked among those who will understand and provide their experiences as you are supported.
This place is a wonder to behold,
Blessings on you,
Mark56