You won't get anything negative from me. I am glad you stopped what you were doing. You didn't say exactly what your disability is. You entire record, of all the problems regarding your case influence the decision for SSDI. I know of no one who was turned down because they use to behave a certain way. I hope you are going through this process with an attorney. You worked your life, and getting denied a time or two is normal. Stay with an attorney who can see you through. They keep your case moving forward. Did the SSDI say why they turned you down? ginnie