Sorry you are getting bumped around by your doctors. Lexapro is good for depression in many cases. My question is do you have a primary care provider? I always head for my PCP when I get into trouble, and he seems to respond better to all the situations I have. He sends me to a specialist, only if that is needed, otherwise he takes care of things like depression. I would go to him first above all others, as he keeps track of all the others who are involved with my case. I do wish you all the best. Having that one doctor you really trust is important. ginnie