It's not as easy as it used to be. I've always been an independent little cuss. If DH gave me a hard time I'd sing my song.."got along without ya before I met ya, gonna get along without ya now"
I don't think I could do it without the complete support of my Children. My DD and her DH always say that I will never go to a nursing home and, if necessary, will move in with them. I love them dearly, but, EEEEEEEK! And besides, I'd hate to do that to them.
I do my PT/OT and stretching every day to keep myself strong, so that I am able to transfer safely, but how long will my MS body be able to do it?? I am so afraid of falling that I thank God for every time I make it.
You all think I am so possitive all the time and I work on that, but, I'm afraid and fear is a negative reaction.

What can I do to take some of this fear out of my life and live with a bit more Joy?