i will try to get myself to go to the center today even though i don't want to. i feel relieved that i didn't gain any more weight. i will try having olive oil every day to help relieve my constipation. romaine lettuce i thought had the least calories and i don't think i could drink a tablespoon of olive oil a day.
I am so relieved that Pudge's hairdo went okay. I forgot if i wrote that the woman who groomed Pudge said she was sweet. that made me happy. I don't know about a picture. I am not sure where my camera is.
last night i had a real nightmare. I dreamt i killed my mother. that was a first.
i knew i had a lot of unresolved issues but boy did that dream shock me. I woke up so depressed. what else is new. then when i go into the kitchen for coffee Pudge follows me and i pet her for about five minutes. for five minutes i get relief. I still feel wound up about the doctor's appointment last week even though the news was much better than i expected.
I feel guilty that i didn't put up links to the rem's full albums on the youtube thread. i don't have the patience this morning. I also love everybody hurts if that is the name of it. I have been listening to sweet child of mine thanks to Mari.
Love
bobby