My heart and thoughts go out to you and all of us that have lost in ways that hurt so deeply. What can we do for each other? I know that when life hurts this badly even being with a trusted friend brings little help. I wish you Peace and hope the feeling of joy enters your heart right away. I only wish there was something I could do to soothe the pain so many of us endure.

We were not meant to suffer the struggles of health and heart ache alone. God is there for us, but I want to be of service to my fellow man, I just don't know how. I am rambling here, let me just say I hope God or what ever super hero I believe in will put an opportunity to give in my path, because I am lost without my dear wife and the life I had with my sweetheart and best friend.

Best of luck and good health to you!