I seriously wish they get their act together. There are plenty of sucessful mom's out there who have the same situation, took meds like me, and had a beautiful baby with no problem. Why is this so complicated? It doesnt have to be complicated. This approach is completly unecessary.

something unrelated...

I thought I share that I might become an Assistant manager at my job soon. I ran the store twice by myself with no bosses around. I thought couldnt do it. But I was wrong I could do it. And the district manager talk to me saying that I was more than ready to run the store and that I just needed the confidence to do so. He said he knew I had what it takes.

In the middle of all this awesome chain of events, and meds being tampered and such, I am fully amazed I was able to keep it together, and not lose it on the job. I had moments where I alsmost did which can cost me my job.

tommorow I have to get meds settled once and for all because I had it up to here with feeling unstable. I work in a community where people tend to be stuck up. I need to be stable!