Bless your heart! My heart aches for you. I'm so sorry this has happened. The owner is a cruel, heartless woman.
Please don't lose hope -- there IS light at the end of the tunnel, believe me. Look at all the responses you got --- there are people who love and care for you!
Please keep talking to us!!! It's the best "healer" there is -- friendship.

We'll be here for you whenever you need us. God bless you sweetie, and take care. Hugs, Lee