Thanks for the input. My husband doesn't need me nearby now, but he did months back when all of this first happened. Things are easier now, but we still have those times where we all get overwhelmed with the circumstances of our lives. Thanks for being my sounding board.

I'm currently looking for a part time job nearby our home so I can earn a little extra money and also get out of the house and see someone other than my husband & 4 yr old.

And MarkinIdaho, my husband actually is on here, he actually suggested I come on and interact with some folks because he has found it very useful in helping him deal with some of these things.

Thanks again ya'll. the prayers and words are much appreciated. Just had to vent.