I am glad you found Neuro Talk. Sorry for all the problems you have had to cope with. You are very young to have to go through these critical issues. Even if you can't talk, you are able to express yourself very well. Please feel free to join in any conversation. This is a very laid bad forum, that happens to have alot of good folks in it. I found support here for my cervial issues two years ago, and never left. The search bar at the top of the page, just type in epilepsy, and that will bring you to that forum. Of course visit any of the ones you want to. There is a spiritual forum also that offers support. Again, welcome to this site, I hope you make some new friends here. ginnie