Welcome to Neuro Talk. You will find lots of support here. I am so sorry for the pain that brought you to this site. However there are people who have these conditions, and they will help you to try and find another direction for help. I agree that PCP would be a good place to start. You have to invest the effort to find the physicians that can help. You mentioned you had a good Neruo. A pain specialist is also a source of help for the pain. Keep in touch here, and there will be more people to answer with suggestions. To be a mom, and have to deal with all that you are going through has to be difficult. I was not happy to hear that medicaid would not cover some of the medications you need. Your doctor can write a letter of appeal with medicaid, and that sometimes works. Don't let them tell you no, when it is your quality of life at stake. I too have medicaid, and have had to fight to get certain medications. Several appeals for one particular med. Your doctor and you writing the appeal letter can work. I hope that all of us here, can be supportive of you while you go for more help. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Mrs.D is extremely knowledgeable about places to start with medicine and nutrition. I do wish you all the best. I am here to listen any time. ginnie