EsthersDoll, Mark, Pete,

Thank you so much for your support - means alot to me! I wish you all to be healthy and healed again!

Well, my husband is a health care provider (a physician assistant), currently working in ER. That means if you go to an ER with your concussion, he is the guy who is going to take care of you. Ironically, he had a lot of patients with concussions last month. So, he is educated good enough about my injury.

However, the problem is not about him being not-educated. The place he is currently working has a very bad working environment and working conditions are bad. And he is the person, who doesn't do well under stress... But the pay is excellent, so he can't find a new job, who will match even 80% of his paycheck, and we can't afford going lower than that....

And here comes me with my concussion.... More stress... Whenever I feel good, I take care of the whole houshold - payong bills, kds, school, etc., so he can concentrate on his job. I used to have my own business, whih I had to give up becuase simply didn't have time for anything else + it nearly impossile to run a business with my concussions history.

So, it's all complicated. Everything is on my husband's shoulders now... I'm afraid he is losing it... What's going to happen next - I have no idea...