Thank you Ms. Alffe. LOL my hands are sweating because I'm not sure how to say this...I'm thinking...

Scratching my head, still thinking....

Crap.

I think I understand how people come to take their own lives without thinking of the consequences of the loved ones they are leaving behind. Their 'pain', whatever that may be, is just so strong they just don't want to be anymore.

Maybe what I'm trying to say is knowing you, I'm sure Michael loved you very much.

Now I give up because my brain can't make the words for what I'm thinking.