Hi all
It's been quite sometime since my last post and since I've been here too actually...
I've tried to focus on "getting better" and too really get a handle on all of this for myself...and I feel like I've made some progress...
I don't have the report in my hands (yet)...it's due in the mail by tomorrow..but I did want to share the "results" as I was told by my Atty...
I am presently "completely disabled." Now, that wasn't what I perceived of my final visit with the Neuropsychologist, but that's where I am at. For now.
He did recommend followup with a Neurologist and Psychiatrist, for that I am grateful. I realize it's still a long road ahead of me before I actually GET treatment due to the pace of the WC system....
HOWEVER, as to NOT allow this to bring me down...I have taken steps to keep myself motivated

I have signed myself up to take a certification exam in August to be a Certified Case Manager and have amazed myself taking practice exams and scoring very well...my brain wants to work, it takes me a little longer, but my intelligence has gone unscathed and for that, I will be eternally grateful
I have found definite triggers of my symptoms, and am doing my best to work through them, instead of avoiding the trigger altogether. Exercise seems to trigger a headache, dizziness and extreme fatigue...so I am now pacing myself and resting afterwards and am finding that I'm not on my back for the entire next day...!!
My mood seems better, I don't feel as anxious or angry...but I am still not "me"...not even close. But I will continue to remain optimistic and I will hopefully continue to feel better and stronger and muddle through all of this to a complete recovery...someday

I'm hoping...
I will say that I had one episode of extreme dizziness one evening about a month ago...I began to sweat and thought I was going to pass out...I sat on the floor in the middle of my kitchen and after a few minutes, it passed. I had a horrible headache and went to bed shortly after...the next day I woke up for the very first time since my injury with OUT a horrible headache...and have gone without since...until today lol...but I had a whole entire month free of excruciating pain and it was wonderful....I feel it working it's way back, but I am hopeful that I will know pain free again

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Now, I wait...4-6 weeks for a hearing...then however long until I can get an actual appointment with either MD...I'm planning my vacation for July...they can work around me for once