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Old 04-05-2007, 10:55 PM
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Well,i feel like i am a big burdern on my daughter.
She ,of course says i'm not.Yet i feel as if i am!
I don't feel like walking around the mall anymore,just because it's fun to window shop.
I go to the store when i have to and get right back out!
I have a picture of us up on my fridge from one of those silly
photo booths.It's been 3 yrs since we have gone alone for fun!

We used to play around by poking one another and wrestling around..Well now she says she is afraid to touch me because there aren't many places where i don't hurt now!
We are VERY close and we hug all the time,but we don't play around like that anymore.
I had to stop the long bike rides we used to go out on...
When i am in one of my flares..She is my caretaker!!!She wont leave my side!!
I tell her all the time.I am suppose to be taking care of her.I worry that i am scarring her......
I don't know what i would do w/out her...
I just hope when she gets older she doesn't have resentments toward me.
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Everybody has problems. Some we create for ourselves, some others create for us. How we react to those problems is up to the individual. Eleanor Roosevelt stated, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." We must control our reaction to our problems or perceptions. Otherwise, they will own you.
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