Good Lord, you really have been through so much. I don't think I could have been as brave as what you have been. Too much, too much pain, it just doesn't seem fair. I have vowed no more surgery for me after C3-7 fusion. I'm done, they would have to chase me down the street and put a staight jacket on for me to submit to more.
Yeh that therapy I looked up sounded just too scarry with the Psych problems it could present. It sounded even worse that what you have already been through. do you not take any pain medications? I can't imagin that. I have also heard of the brain stimuation. They are using that for altimers, and PD. I did not know it could be used in therapy for you.
How old are your children? I am glad you have your family for support. You must live for them no doubt. I think I would look into the brain stimulation, if just for the research. If they could shut down pain receptors, perhaps you could get some relief. Are you researching it? Please keep in touch, I do care. You are in my prayers. ginnie