crystal and others at this frustrating point in recovery,

Keep in mind that the Concussion Clinic which is just another term for Don't ask questions we can't answer, pay your bill, then go away, is just admitting that there is very little they can do, even from the start.

The speech therapy may help you learn some work-arounds and other techniques for living with your symptoms.

Most of the value of speech therapy is for those who have extended periods of coma and need to reinvigorate the speech pathways. We need to learn/establish new speech pathways or find ways around the log jamb.

There can be many slow improvements. Most improvements come from learning new ways of doing things.

I was discussing this in a PM with Nick (nwsmth). One of the most helpful skills I have learned is to 'stop and think.' This is a form of establishing a cognitive focus. At first, it can take quite some time to get the clearer mind so the thoughts can be processed. As time and practice go by, the stop and think can become an almost automatic system.

The primary focus of 'stop and think' is learning to be deliberate. Pre-morbid, we could multi-task or more accurately, easily switch tasks. Now, we need to shut down any other tasks, both physical and cognitive.

For me, this often includes needing to shut off my environment. Whether it is the TV or radio blaring or someone talking nearby, or a fan blowing too strong, I need to either remove myself from the environment or reduce or stop the sound. If I am navigating for my wife as she drives and I need to read a map, she will need to turn the radio off, maybe turn the AC fan off, and during the worst times, even pull to the side of the road and stop.

So, Stop means everything. Then, as you learn to focus and become deliberate with your thoughts, these other distractions can slowly be reintroduced.

You need to learn to ask other to be quiet so you can think. It is possible, especially with those who have a basic understanding of your needs.

Once everything has been stopped, the word finding has some tricks. I am often successful looking around the room and identifying the different things I see in my mind. It is amazing how access the memory of visual items can open the pathways to the word I am needing.

I think of it as sort of "As I look around, I open the file drawer in my mind to access the index of images. While this file drawer is open and I leaf through the files, I run across a file with the word I need."

Our brain contains a huge database of images, both visual and verbal. Our memory needs to access those images to get the connection to the word or name. When we get stuck with word finding, it is like we can't get the file drawer opened. Using another reason to open the file drawer allows us to watch for other items/words while the drawer is opened.

Another trick I use is a cognitive release system. If I can find the word or name, I let my mind relax as if I am going to change to a different thought. The goal is to release the stuck though, not start a new thought. Often, just as I am finishing letting go of the stuck thought, the word/name will become available.

Maybe this analogy will help. If you have a clogged drain, sometimes, the more water you put in. the stronger the clog becomes. If the water pressure is relaxed, the clog decompresses to allow a slow flow of water.

It is this ability to release the cognitive pressure that helps to find the word/name.

Am I making any sense? If so, click a Thanks or something.

This has been one of the most valuable skills I have developed.

It helps if you can get those around you to relax and be patient while you release the cognitive pressure. The quiet wait can make a big difference.

Those of us who have found a good brain injury support group (BISG) that has group discussion have seen this work.

At last months BISG, we had a new person. He suffered a concussion playing football, then a stroke the next day. He was trying to say something and got stuck with word finding. The group of 10 or 12 sat perfectly quiet for about a minute as he worked his cognitive system to find his words. He eventually broke through and was able to finish his comments without anybody acting as if it was odd.

This same technique works wonders with toddlers and such as they struggle to speak. They often get frustrated and start wining. The solutions is to calm the child and say, "That's OK. Use your words." When they know that you are willing to wait for them to express themselves, the words will come.

We just have older brains that are still needing to learn to find words, etc.

There are many other work-arounds, tricks and accommodations that allow us to overcome many of our limitations.

Being patient to recognize the individual struggles is the start at identifying the new skills we need to learn.

My best to you all.

btw, Get the SSDI application going. The process starts with a SSI application which is a quick process then follows with the SS Disability Insurance/Income application. The SSI portion is an emergency welfare like income benefit for those with no assets to liquidate while waiting for their SSDI application to get processed.