Hi lily..OH boy do I ever know what you mean. From the young age of 20 to 27, I was in and out of Emergency rooms with different symptoms, but NOT quite enough to put the whole picture together, AT that time. I was once even thrown out of an ER being told that the place was for SICK people. By the time I found my Rheumy I was convinced that maybe I was crazy. My opening line to him was....."I guess I am a 27 yr. old Hypochondriac (sp?) THAT was 24 years ago. I still have the same wonderful rheumy who diagnosed my Lupus. Thank goodness...as I was VERY sick the day I landed in his office. Don't give up. Listen to your body. Our body has a wonderful way of talking to us to let us know when something is not just quite right.
I will say a prayer that someone gets on board WITH you and that you get the care that you need and deserve...
MissRain