Hey,
What about just living ?? Yeah, sort of what Addy said...
Like, we are here, why ? wish I know.... life hurts ? yeah, sometimes.... life is beautiful ?? not really... maybe, who knows... but we are here.... and maybe tomorrow will be a nice day and if we are not here, how would we know...
If you read my posts you will find out Im a mess too... and Im not a ffan of living but.... oh well... I always hope that everything I couldnt have in this life, I will have it "in the next one".... (next life, Heaven, next universe... you name it).
Lots of

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