Today I fee like the class clown... or the hospital clown. I had my app with the surgeon. Or should I say with the registrar handling my outpatients appointments. Just to drag things out my app was for 3pm. I wasnt seen till 6.15pm then I was told they screwed it up.
I was to see my surgeon at his private offices. 1. I cant afford his private office at a cost of $372 for first visit, hence going thru outpatients. 2 he no longer see his patients at outpatients. I now have to go on the long list, a few months as he is well booked up. so back to square 1 we go.
It just gets better and better. On days like today I could just neck myself n be done with it. But Im chicken n love my girls so its just a passing thought, dont panic. Mind u it has sunk me into the depths of depression, which just shits me to tears as I cant continue to live in limbo. A whole year will be wasted by the time all this comes around. What I assumed would be over by xmas, looks like only starting about then. I guess the only plus in that would be to be one of the first in the brand new hospital. wow (insert sarcastic frown). It opens Dec 2012.
Grrrr Arrrgh!