I have lived with depression all my adult life and probably most of my childhood and I feel like those closest to me done even see when I am suffering most. I wonder how many others feel this way. They say I am high functioning but I dont feel like it. Im tired, so tired I just want a complete shut down for a while but thats not possible when your husband drives over the road, you have two kids, go to school and work part time. I want time off!!