I cannot think that anyone would be tired of your "rants". I would think we are all here to empathize and commiserate, and I do believe that we ALL have some kind of connection with each other, whether subconscious or cosmic or just plain "all - in -this - lifeboat - together" thing...

My heart goes out to you!! We're here for you, friend. Smile today and find a little peace in this knowledge, I hope it eases your mind a bit.

My 30 yo son has severe TBI / PCS. He is doing remarkably well after just 3 months, but he is not the same and I know a big part of my son died that day and will never return.

He is mostly adynamic with some disinhibition (strange how those two symptoms can be so concurrent!) but improving. I absolutely live for his spontaneous hugs and "I love you Mom"'s. Every moment is precious; I came within a hairs breath of losing everything he ever was.

Writing is great therapy, always has been for me. After all the vast amounts of research I've done in the last 3 months, I suspect I myself have some degree of accumulated tiny concussions over my lifetime that have added up. (Most recently a bit of stress induced TBI! It's been pure hell.) Shocking. I wonder how many people do also and don't realize it.

I believe our TBI mantra is (or should be, if not) is... NEVER GIVE UP!
So, bring it on, dude. Write your heart out. God bless.