My husband wasn't very supportive of me getting sober either. He would say that he was but then he would drink in front of me. I'm not making excuses, but it just made getting sober harder for me. I urge you to do everything in your power to stop. If you continue drinking the way that you are you're going to develop serious health problems. I hope you haven't relapsed again, but even if you have don't give up. You can get better, you CAN stop drinking. If you need to talk to anyone privately please feel free to message me. Good luck.