Please forgive my "rant". Watching your kid come within a hair of dying on you kinda makes a mom a little bit insane. Really Sorry!!!!! I know it's not about me, NOT AT ALL.

Mark, you truly are totally an amazing inspiration; it's incredible how hard you've fought to be where you are today. This place would be lost without you, I'm sure of that. Are you planning to write a book, by any chance?

NW, best best best wishes and hopes, everything will work out okay. Does it really matter what's psychological and what's physical? One triggers the other, brain chemicals / hormones get off balance, so I would imagine it probably all boils down to physical anyway. But like Mark said, let the counselors figure it out. It's a vicious cycle. Patience! Peace!

Okay, I'll shut up now.