I live in the UK so where we have the NHS so it won't cost me anything for meds or tests. If I do get a diagnosis I think I might consider DBS at some point in the future if my symptoms get worse. I've been living with my symptoms for so long that I'm hopeful that I don't have anything which is life threatening but now that it is affecting my career and relationships I know I have to find a better way of coping than turning to alcohol for all my answers.

When I was young I never imagined that I would make it past 30. Now I just want the relief of having a diagnosis.