Having headache issues lately, and while my church has been hugely supportive, DH woke me and said, you want to get ready? I said "are you nuts?! its Easter sunday!" I KNOW I dont have what it takes to do an easter service. The loud music, the crowds, the perfume, the extra lights, the extra cars, the extra smells from all the food dishes, the loud talkers, the hugs, the questions, the introductions to those I dont know cause they only come once a year...im sorry I DONT have what it takes. I stayed home. I simply was not able to push myself past my comfort zone on that one.

I miss so many things, like the music, and the socialization, and the worship, but by the time I walk out the door it takes me two weeks to recover.