dear ger

the message is how you word it
i will not give in or up
i do not have a punishing God
for i know he teaches it is in despair
having the free will something i
am struggling with for it is humbling
and accepting Gods will
for his will be done
always a lesson in all
that does not mean he
who maimed me
his oath and ethics i am after
by accepting this happened
i just wonder if he has
a head that i may cross
it ever so often
not
his last visit i had been given
yet another script x-ray/cat scan
at some point i had said "doc having
an awful lot won't there be any
thing to be concerned about"
he began spacing them longer
but again gerry
where is that oath
in truth i went to him
i was lied to
and them add a little
insult to injury
not own up
try and convince me
it is in my head
no
i haven't let go
and i know God is driving
even though i'm at the wheel
my life's journey is knowing
and being is of his doing
thank you God
may i say thank you for caring
and being what is called a cyber
friend