Eva.....I too, as many of us here, have been blamed for what doctors have done to us. I pray that I may overcome the anger and resentment for what has been caused and denied. I pray that I may overcome this fear and anxiety from this pain and suffering. In spite of all the narcotics, it is just enough to allow me to get thru the day. I have cancelled twice tests I am suppose to take; knowing more surgery lays ahead.

Yet you too face this daily. You have made the choice, with the help of God, to take all that is happening to you and be an inspiration to all of us. Thru your love of God, you turn this into something good.

(Ger)