Hang in there, we are all here for you.

As far as the PTSD, mine had popped back into my life , I guess because of the mace incident. Need to be back on my guard. I was just feeling real relaxed and safe.

So, I know how you feel. I think taking a week off to play is a good idea, plus it will be more time for your meds to kick in.

Take it easy...thinking of you. Nikko