So for the first time i can honestly admit that i give up on trying to fake that i am okay. I have been going to work everyday for the last 6 months dealing with this undescribable pain and discomfort and it keeps getting worse. I limp around and fake a smile and hide the tears in my eyes, but today i just cant do it..just getting the boys ready for school and bringing them to the bus stop is more than i can handle. So home i will stay and keep off my feet as that makes it slightly bearable... and feel guilty for call out sick