Thankyou so much for your comments. It's funny, I have read lots of posts of fellow NT'ers, but it really feels great to have your responses to my post on fear. Thanks much, your support is so appreciated!
PS, Esthersdoll: I wish I had caught that program, I'll have to see if I can download it. Do you recall the name of the program by any chance?
Thanks!
XSoccergal