I understant the swing in emtions, I go from 0 to cranky in a very short time. I have always been easy going, smiling when cranky, but now I don't ever feel happy, worry about everything (will we loose the house, will I have a career, have I failed my family, etc.) but seeing a counselor helps put things in perspective and I think that is the most important. Hanging onto the hope of each day, even when the day is the darkest