Hello,Tyson!
I am glad that your condition now is so much better,than it was,that you can even consider yourself "not deserving" this treatment. But,looking back,you certainly are.
I wish you the very best of luck,if you do that.You are not only deserve the treatment,you deserve a VERY best outcome.Hope,it will be that way.

One question: your monthly IVIG - is it 5 infusions each month,or it varies?
Do you feel better after each course ,or it's different every time?
Again,best of luck.
Marina.