I am trying this morning to breathe deep, and stop crying. Maybe I just need to cry awhile and then I can get down to the business of getting ready for may 2nd. I am not dong anything legal right now, just can't and cope at the same time with what I know is coming. I am not so good with emotions when I get like this, so I am doing all I can do to get past it. didn't sleep so good, so I will read and try and take my mind off it. I just don't understand why someone I trusted hurt me like that. I am glad I was my own advocate, or I never would have found this solution to my ankle problem at all. I thank God for this site, as it gave me the courage to persue and not stop trying to find a solution. I will be OK, I know I have the support of you and so many good folks on this site. That is such a comfort. I know I am cared about too, and I will get through this one way or the other. I would rather go to surgery with a smile. I now am waiting for my pain specialist to call me, and figure out what to do pain wise for after surgery. Thanks James, I am trying. ginnie